i came home at 6++ am just now, from ahsoon's chalet. thanks for dropping me off, nelson! :D

so yeah i really hope ahsoon had a great night. although he was drunk and so were some other people, but nothing beats spending time with friends, right? hahaha.

happy birthday to alex goh! may you have a great, wonderful bday :D and yeah you'll have to find a woman soon so be prepared for problems. LOL.

i can't believe i only slept for 5 hours and yet i feel soooo not tired. lol.

kay so i better start revising on my cmaths2 now. :D exam tomorrow and i don't wanna do badly for this one. hahaha.

have you ever heard the story about a girl falling in love with someone she can't love? ever heard about the story in which, no matter how she tries to make people understand her, she just can't? and ever heard about the story whereby she doesn't want people to get hurt because of her, but at the end of the day, everything just happens? AND, ever heard about when she tries to make her stand clear, she got misunderstood???
well, i'll tell you my story some other day.
edited: and i'll tell you how i live with it and go through it. :)

ever wonder what does my blog song means?
well here's the lyrics translation.

Omoide ni dekinai ; I can't make them into memories

I'm unable to find the words to [tell] you,
who is going on a trip next spring
I stopped my bike & trembled from the breeze
that blew from the other side of the ocean

I was listening to the sound of the waves alone with my eyes closed
"I love you" were the words I couldn't say...
I softly, softly whispered them

The season when the cherry blossoms fall,
the fireworks that summer,
I was always thinking of you, of you
The sadness of autumn,
the evenings I am alone,
Although someday, someday they will change into faint memories,
you know, you're the only thing that can't become a memory

You said that you wanted to see the other side of the ocean
& looked up to the sky, in your eyes
I wonder when it was I fell in love
Tell me that it's a one-sided love

"I'm not afraid of anything," you laughed
Someday we will be so far apart that I can't see your back
Even if you cross the ocean,
I'm sure, I'm sure that I won't forget you

Our wings will surely take us far & high in our separate skies
Leaving now behind
I'm sure that we won't regret the things that we left behind
They are, they are surely the seeds of the smiles left behind in our youth
Yes, my first love can't become a memory

I understood then bitterness of love when I fell in love with you
It was the first time that I shed tears for someone else's sake

The season when the cherry blossoms fall,
the fireworks that summer,
I was always thinking of you, of you
The sadness of autumn,
the evenings I am alone,
someday, someday they will change into faint memories

Our wings will surely take us far & high in our separate skies
Leaving now behind
I'm sure that we won't regret the things that we left behind
They are, they are surely the seeds of the smiles left behind in our youth
Yes, you're the only thing that can't become a memory
you can't become a memory