1/5/09

if you don't know what the hell is going on, then don't just throw the blame to the other party. it's just so ridiculuously childish and immature.

by the way, i said i would post the pictures today but since i'm lazy so i shall post them tomorrow or some other time. lmao.

today woke up around 9+ to do laundry. so many clothes to wash =.= finished laundry around 12+ then around 1+ i went to school. met kp at the concourse then we headed to iitsc clubroom to collect our team temasek shirts.

lunched at ITAS with jolene, kp and jolene's friend. mario joined us too, followed by marcus. after that me and kp headed to concourse to find cc, yiwen and rach. then go to lesson - lecture was boring, but mmp1 is fun.

after class chatted with some people at concourse then me, kp, rach and jingle went to ITAS for dinner. then i headed to tm with kp (originally wanted to buy bag, audi cashcard and comic books, but changed my mind) and we bumped in to harris and nuraini. the 3 of them mrt-ed home while i took bus.

er thats all.

bogoshipda. x)

and i'm sure things will get better... soon.

now, i think you have the right to know why i did what i did back then. maybe because i wasnt in a good mood either. i know you had some problems back then; but i had my stuffs too and perhaps that's why. the outing was planned really last minute, and it wasn't on purpose that anyone was left out. i didn't intend to leave anyone out - and anyone who knows me well would have known that i don't just leave anyone out; especially my friends. that time i felt really pissed off that you 'accuse' us of leaving you off when you out of so many people out there should know we're not that kind of people. and previously, i was already at my limit of trying to understand your behaviour and such. i tried being patient cos i know you have your own stuffs at home; but sometimes, i too have limit. the reason why i gave you cold shoulder after that (when you apologised) wasn't because i wanted to make things worse; it was because i wanted you to reflect for a bit while i cool myself down. so here, i wanna say i'm sorry if i had hurt you with my words and actions back then but i hope you'll try to improve yourself while i improve on myself too. but in any case, i believed that our friendship wasn't something that will end over things like this.

by the way, the conflict should be between me and her, so why are you getting all worked up? mind your own freaking business.

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