damn the flu. i just cant seem to concentrate in whatever i'm doing cos my nose just gets in the way. i hate being sick at a time like this. -.-"

why must i worry myself over such thing? i really wish i could stop worrying, stop thinking about it, and yet i can't help myself. arghh! it's always like this. the last time, and now, it's always like this. so irritating. so annoying! it's bugging me...

i was always so sure of myself, but now, i just don't know.

i need to sleep.