it's tiring, isn't it? to pretend as if everything was alright, and that you're a happy-go-lucky person who has plenty of friends, and that you're popular and things like that. if it hurts, then cut it out. i don't get why you're trying so hard when your 'friends' are not even friends to you. they are all fake, can't you see? they are using you. so stop pretending. if you are unhappy, say it out. cry if you're sad, scold if you're angry. it's ok to do that sometimes, you know? don't let them push you around just because you're a kind person. i know you're not that weak at all.


was supposed to go back to WSS, but i couldn't because i haven't felt better yet. sorry, kim babo, kim musoon, and utz! sorry to all my ex-classmates too )): will make it up somehow, aye? soooorry!

and now, i'm off to collect the passport. dang, no choice but to cab. T_T"