if there's ever anything i hate more than posers, it will be when anyone starts ignoring me.

nah. it's just that it's not my day.



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life may not be everything but it's still most of the things. (okay i know it doesn't make sense, but it's true). the very first step to love someone is by loving yourself; and if you really treasure the people whom you are with, that means you have to treasure yourself for them. that's because when you're in pain, they are in pain too. you have to value your life; do you know that there are people out there (somewhere) in the world who wants to live so much, but they can't? that's why you really must be grateful that you are able to live on, even though perhaps things are not going the way you want it to. but hurting yourself does not always solve any matter at all. imagine, what will happen if you (touchwood) die? your family and friends will be sad, and it won't solve any matter as well because you're not solving anything; you're just running away from the reality. trust me, every single problem in this world has a solution. i know sometimes life is hard, but if it's easy, then it's not called 'life', you know. i also understand that sometimes we have our down time, but really, please, don't, don't ever hurt yourself. because even if you don't care about what happens to you, your friends do care for you and they feel hurt too whenever you're hurt. i'm always there if you need anyone to talk to, although i may not give the best words you want to hear all the time.




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to you, miss know-everything-NOT! come on, forget about it. why must history keep repeating itself? you're already matured, i believe you are, so stop trying to fucking mess with my life because you don't fucking know what i'm going through so just shut the fucking hell up! no matter what i do, it's just never right for you. everything i do is wrong. then why bother asking for my help? do it your own and stop complaining!