it's like wearing a mask, you wouldn't know who's behind it unless it's taken off.
it's like listening to a song without a beat, you wouldn't catch the tune of it.
it's like hiding behind a transparent glass, people could still see you through.
it's like water droplets in the rain, it doesn't stop until the sun rises.
it's like drinking a medicine, bitter, hard to swallow.


it's like i'm not myself for the moment.
where am i now? gosh.


you don't see the reason why
you don't see things from my view
what do you understand about me?


i don't like this feeling.
i don't like this situation.
i don't like all of these.


damn it.
stop it.
fuck it.