have you ever feel like seeing someone so bad you just want to cry it out?

that's what i'm feeling at the moment. haha no, this particular person doesn't know me. he's just a k-pop singer who barely speaks english, and yet the very first time i listen to his song i could feel my heart skips a beat. dramatic, yes? but i really mean what i said. (:

and now that the particular boyband will be having a concert in malaysia, it's like a dream comes true for me, but that is if i could go. the fact is, for now i can't. haha. it's like, so near but so far... but it's okay, i guess. i'll save loads and loads of money and go to Seoul one day. funny how i want to see this guy in person so bad even though he doesn't know i exist at all.

but you know, he was the one who got me out of my depression last time.