i checked back my old blog and realised how determined i was to fulfil my very dream. hahaha. well, even until now, i havent given up yet. i'm just taking a longer way to making it come true.

and even though i tell everyone i'm okay, i do kind of worry that my voice wont get back again. hahaha. because to me, my voice is really important. dont ask why.

i better go and see the doc tomorrow. -_-"