I'm happy that I finally get my MacBook but right now I'm troubled because I have no clue of how to use it. LOLL~
Some people might think I'm joking with the content of this post, but these are real. I'm not going to say "hey please believe me!" because I'm not posting this out of self pity.
I dreamt of something which happened in the past. You ever heard of flashbacks? Well, it's something like that.
It was about someone who was important to me. We dated for three weeks and he ended the relationship that day. It was weird; we didn't quarrel or anything. In fact, few minutes before the break-up, we were still joking with each other and even talked some lovey-dovey stuffs.
It ended just like that and he didn't tell me why. I asked, but since I got no answer, I stopped trying. Days passed and I stopped contacting him even though I wanted so badly. I would be lying if I said I didn't cry; because Heaven knows I cried a lot. My friends were there for me, of course, but I just couldn't help it. After three days of what you called 'emo-ing', though, I was back to normal (although I still felt very sad).
A week later I found out he went in to Boys Home. Cool, isn't it? Hell no. I was shocked. If I were to pick a phrase to describe it, it would be "What the Fuck?". Seriously. I didn't know why he was sent there, but whatever it is, I guessed that that was the reason why we broke up too.
Time passes and it's been months already. By right, I should've forgotten about him. But by left, I'm still missing him.
I wouldn't say I still love him, because the feelings I'm having now isn't the romantic kind. I care for him, because he's still a friend of mine. A very important one, yes. I wonder how he was doing.
And I wonder why did I dream about him after MONTHS. -_-"
Then again, life moves on. I'm sure he'll find a better person and I hope I'll find a better someone too. Hahahaha.
Gosh, I think the VisLi assignment made me visualise a lot of things; that's why my dream became so... weird? Lol.
It's amazing how I still could remember his looks after not seeing him for more than 10 months, though. LOL.
Some people might think I'm joking with the content of this post, but these are real. I'm not going to say "hey please believe me!" because I'm not posting this out of self pity.
I dreamt of something which happened in the past. You ever heard of flashbacks? Well, it's something like that.
It was about someone who was important to me. We dated for three weeks and he ended the relationship that day. It was weird; we didn't quarrel or anything. In fact, few minutes before the break-up, we were still joking with each other and even talked some lovey-dovey stuffs.
It ended just like that and he didn't tell me why. I asked, but since I got no answer, I stopped trying. Days passed and I stopped contacting him even though I wanted so badly. I would be lying if I said I didn't cry; because Heaven knows I cried a lot. My friends were there for me, of course, but I just couldn't help it. After three days of what you called 'emo-ing', though, I was back to normal (although I still felt very sad).
A week later I found out he went in to Boys Home. Cool, isn't it? Hell no. I was shocked. If I were to pick a phrase to describe it, it would be "What the Fuck?". Seriously. I didn't know why he was sent there, but whatever it is, I guessed that that was the reason why we broke up too.
Time passes and it's been months already. By right, I should've forgotten about him. But by left, I'm still missing him.
I wouldn't say I still love him, because the feelings I'm having now isn't the romantic kind. I care for him, because he's still a friend of mine. A very important one, yes. I wonder how he was doing.
And I wonder why did I dream about him after MONTHS. -_-"
Then again, life moves on. I'm sure he'll find a better person and I hope I'll find a better someone too. Hahahaha.
Gosh, I think the VisLi assignment made me visualise a lot of things; that's why my dream became so... weird? Lol.
It's amazing how I still could remember his looks after not seeing him for more than 10 months, though. LOL.
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