it's hard to be happy when the people who are close to you are sad.

well i admit it was a happy day for me, considering that i met with the person i idolized, but the happiness sort of died down after i knew that it was a bad day for some of my friends.

i can't always provide the best words you wanna hear from me, but i won't be so bad as to leave you all alone. wahaha, you know me, don't you? *winks winks*

and yes, i'm so tired.
oh shucks. i'm starting to have a homesick.

i didn't realise how much i've missed my parents until they gave me a call during the show today. ah, i wish i could visit them during cny but oh well... T_T

left with one last show and that's it. i'm a little relieved but sad at the same time. relieved because finally i can get my resting time back, but sad because it seems to be so long yet so short. T_T but well, everything that started has to come to an end anyway. i'm pretty sure (even though it's not my first production) i'll have a post production blue, although i've only joint for like, 2 weeks? lol.

and yes. i don't think being an idiotic jerk is going to help. seriously.